My Journal

I laid down writing over a year ago. You want to know why? Because I felt like a joke. A complete failure. I could not come to grips with why I was still struggling with so many different things. ... Read More about Struggling Forward

Journal Entry October 11, 2017 Inspired by John 14 and 15 Debbie, if you love Me, you will keep My commandments. I'm not asking for perfection - that's impossible - that's why I asked the Father ... Read More about Are You Listening To Me?

I dragged myself out of bed on a particular morning a few weeks ago. I took a hot shower, wrapped my head in a towel, put my robe on and stood before the dreaded mirror. It was fogged up with steam ... Read More about Looking in the Mirror

  Are you tired of being sick and tired? I am. I mean it. Enough is Enough! My pastor says that when you get to that point, things are going to change…and he’s right! Things are ... Read More about Enough is Enough!

  My stepdad and mom used to fight a lot when I was younger. I was probably about 13 years old when my stepdad called me in to the living room and sat me down and said the most piercing words ... Read More about I Forget Sometimes

I failed again. I am so hard on myself when I fail. I forget everything I’ve learned and go straight for a UFC ultimate fighter beatdown on myself. Then I start in with the comparing myself ... Read More about Condemnation Rain